Natalie was so much more than a cousin to me. She is an inspiration and a reminder to stand and be true. There will be a hole in my heart from losing her and Ill never find the words to show how much I love her. We joked as teenagers about moving to NY and getting jobs and an apartment together. Then as adults I remember trying to convince her to live with me in NC. Even though it never happened she will live in my spirit and I will inherit the lessons she left me. She was the one that told me to never hold grudges and smile even when I was in pain. She would always remind me of the importance of family and to never give up on them. I know heaven is a better place now that she is with The Lord. As our days are numbered I will live mine to the fullest so that there will be plenty for us to share once I see you again.